cloud's blog ; youtube
Fetish / Kink
Our Second Half
OUR MANY FACES
Cloud Damien Paula Leon Aeris Nepeta Heather Ellie
Above are (Some Of, Very Minimal List) of Our Alters / Parts + Very brief Information on Them ~ ✸
such as roles / reasons for forming / etc.
We use the same layout when making each page so they're constructed similarily to keep things easy ~ ✸
we do not Owe you this Information about us, but we are so kind and willing to share...
mainly we are cloud / He is our 'Host' per se.
Our Parts Are Important To Us; We Are All Separate People In 1 Body. We Do Not Make Up 1 "Whole" , Rather We are All Our Own Souls
cloud or damien.
he/him it/its pronouns
schizo sys of unknown alter count,
borderpolar narc autist etc.
afro-arab palestinian mixed
multilingual swe/jap/rus/eng
stockholm / kyoto are our soul homes. siberia native.
the tortured body, dismembered, amputated, symbolically marked on the face or shoulder, exposed alive or dead, given as a spectacle.
we are a queer transgender heteroflexible plural system, we are a nerdy freak, music fanatic, avid internet explorer, niche franchise lover, off-putting to most, fanfiction lover, author, female-male. radical leftist, anti-redfem, transmedicalist, pro-harm reduction (unpracticing), spirit orb / we have no physical form only an aura, do you feel us? are you scared?
WE ARE NOT YOUR FRIEND, remember this. do not antagonize us. we do not want to play your games. we remain entirely by ourselves, forever and always. our close and loved ones will always be protected by us. you cannot walk all over us, it would be a pity to try anyway. we are selfish and protect ourselves thouroughly and we do not care if we hurt you. it's okay to call us evil, we do not concern ourselves with the opinions of those that we do not care about, which is a small list of people you will never wish to understand how we do. human emotion is a complicated thing we dislike taking a part of; register us as emotionally null, angry, or upset/saddened if you must
important to us... cultural / social / ethical matters; communication, culture wars, indoctrination, propaganda, radicalization, deprogramming, cult survivors, religious abuse, conversion therapy, mental health, psychology, non-physical realms.
disgusting & perverted sadistic abuser puppetmaster, you are our toy, dont come near us or prepare for your candle to be snuffed! we are so terrible and undeserving of love, but we'll make you give it to us........ be afraid of the unknown; we won't protect you or care for you; you have to learn to survive. the world is cruel, dangerous, and we are too, but oh so seductive; you want us to hurt you. do not expect us to treat tenderly or to love, unless you know we are superior to you, bow at our feet, kiss our heels... we are not a god, but a mage, a devil, an angel fallen from grace... our feathers have turned black as the void, for we are a sinner. love is an exhausting game; we do not wish to play it anymore, we only know to kill. can you handle a broken soul like ours? we truly doubt it... try if you dare.
THINGS WE LIKE... final fantasy. kingdom hearts. pokemon. silent hill. resident evil. skyrim. world of warcraft. tloz. rhythm games (ddr, osu, etc). underground music scene. 2000s internet culture. 2d animation. ship culture. fantasy literature. worldbuilding. writing. fiction. old internet. gtb/sbe. psychological horror. ARG media. abnormal psychology. sexology. dead by daylight. fallout. cs:go. black ops. roblox. minecraft. the vomit gore trilogy. the works of lucifer valentine. august underground. fauxsnuff. aggretsuko. beastars. dexter. warrior cats. homestuck. creepypasta. etc...
we have special interests in final fantasy & kingdom hearts so you will probably see us talk alot abt that; we produce music occasionally; writer; worldbuilder; physical & digital media collector; roleplayer; web & graphic design; occult sciences; observer; we have been in fandom our entire life, we are passionate collective of dorks; old internet & game console fanatic (nintendo, sony) (capcom, square enix).
strawpage has more info abt interaction w/ us and disclaimers but fyi our twitter main is nsfw focused/we post fetish content, we tweet a lot so we may clog your timeline, we talk about drug usage and rant abt personal stuff, etc. also, you can ask anonymous questions on there so give us something to play with if you want.
spiritualist (family-taught) occultist & animist kemetic novice thelemite & magickian neopagan etc
our face is that of kebechet , anubis, wadjet , anput , wepwawet , bastet, apep
magick; divination; water & mirror scryer; fairth creator; summoner; puppet master; shamanism; tarot; self-sacrificial blood ritualist; observer; red & blood mage; paladin; warrior; sword wielder; knife wielder; scythe wielder; fictitious being; trickery spirit; shapeshifter; mirror; painbrynger; entity of suffering/torment/despair; serpent god(dess); the self; serpent jackal wolf; soul reaper; the physical form of an incoherent mess of words and thoughts. the esoteric; arcane; mystic; delphic; enigmatic; occult; mysterious; cryptic; oracular; vague; vatic; prophetic; divinatory; ominous; visionary; psychic; unearthly; orphic; preternatural; sphinxlike; dark; unfathomable; symbolic; strange; secretive; evasive; hazy; magnetic; ghostly; spellbinding; spectral; eerie; bewitching; clairvoyant; transcendental; divine; celestial; demonic; sublime; heavenly; surreal; dreamlike; mesmeric; obscure; uncanny; depraved; godless; godlike; sinful; devout; holy; saintly; degenerated; depraved; rotted; prosperous; blossoming; fertile; luxuriant; sacred; pure; profane; almighty; blissful; cursed; corrupt; ecstatic; exalted; possessed; sacrosanct; rapturous; transmundane; ambrosial; glorious; radiant; ludicrous; frenetic; mad; spiritual; infinite; all-knowing; transitory; born-again; angelic; disembodied; corporeal
paranoid psychotic, stay away from us.
we don't answer dms often, and we do not like talking to people unless we know them, even then its complicated,we cant read tone over text and may assume ur upset with us very easily, apologies in advance, near constant dissociative state // we are not attached to reality often, & manic, not alwys euphoria, usually mania / hysteria, we are not good at any form of socialization and prefer to not be approached unless we have dmed u before or if you are a 'friend' (which is a very loose term to us), dont ask for social media unless close, walk on eggshells with us at all times.
we do not like to be talked to and only engage with others on our own volition. we are constantly scared or paranoid and untrusting.
everybody is out to get us; we have a right to be afraid. we are a victim of psychic attacks both in the past and currently. this is real. it is not delusion, and we are constantly fearing for our lives / trying to block those from harming us. we're still figuring it out to this day, even after years of torment. end.
